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God snaps your picture : don't look away -- |
this room right now, your face tilted |
exactly as it is before you can think |
or control it. Go ahead, let it betray |
all the secret emergencies and still hold |
that partial disguise you call your character. |
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Even your lip, they say, the way it curves |
or doesn't, or can't decide, will deliver |
bales of evidence. The camera, wide open, |
stands ready; the exposure is thirty-five years |
or so -- after that you have become |
whatever the veneer is, all the way through. |
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Now you want to explain. Your mother |
was a certain -- how to express it?
-- influence. |
Yes. And your father, whatever he was, |
you couldn't change that. No. And your town |
of course had its limits. Go on, keep talking : |
Hold it. Don't move. That's you forever. |
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