There lowly in the vigorous summer |
His form began its senseless change, |
And made my senses waver dim |
Seeing nature ferocious in him. |
Inspecting close his maggots' might |
And seething cauldron of his being, |
Half with loathing, half with a strange love, |
I poked him with an angry stick. |
The fever arose, became a flame |
And Vigour circumscribed the skies, |
Immense energy in the sun, |
And through my frame a sunless trembling. |
My stick had done nor good nor harm. |
Then stood I silent in the day |
Watching the object, as before; |
And kept my reverence for knowledge |
Trying for control, to be still, |
To quell the passion of the blood; |
Until I had bent down on my knees |
Praying for joy in the sight of decay. |
And so I left; and I returned |
In Autumn strict of eye, to see |
The sap gone out of the groundhog, |
But the bony sodden hulk remained. |
But the year had lost its meaning, |
And in intellectual chains |
I lost both love and loathing, |
Mured up in the wall of wisdom. |
Another summer took the fields again |
Massive and burning, full of life, |
But when I chanced upon the spot |
There was only a little hair left, |
And bones bleaching in the sunlight |
Beautiful as architecture; |
I watched them like a geometer, |
And cut a walking stick from a brich. |
It has been three years, now. |
There is no sign of the groundhog. |
I stood there in the whirling summer, |
My hand capped a withered heart, |
And thought of China and of Greece, |
Of Alexander in his tent; |
Of Montaigne in his tower, |
Of Saint Theresa in her wild lament. |